mikeh, on 2012-December-21, 01:41, said:
Frankly the notion that you thought that the non-existence of god was a reason to kill yourself strikes me as strange, but the notion that it was a reason to kill others makes me very concerned indeed, if you really mean it. Wtf were you reading?
Nothing at all, I made all the journey by myself, no bible, no philosopher's books, all alone with my newtonian concept of physics. In retrospect I wish I had read more of physics because I reached some funny physic theories from nearly nothing, had I studied a bit more, maybe I would had come with something brilliant.
Your 'cherish live' seems to be the main atheist stream, I never understood it (not that I think you don't have a point, I just didn't ever try), no god meant fun, emotions, pain, etc were all just meaningless chemical reactions, as an unhappy teenager I was pretty sure that there was a lot more bad moments in life than good ones. This made me think of ending my life, and maybe other's ones as an act of mercy. Living life just for living it means to me the same as playing tic tac toe against a computer who makes a bad move early and lets you win over an over.
But that was the old me, if I became an atheist now I wouldnt be a mass murder, I would probably be much worse
, instead of kiling people I would try to make humans last for as long as possible in the universe in the hope that there is a way to jump from this universe to another before it collapses. When humankind-survival is the main objective things are not really as cherish as you might think, science and survival are the goals, and to maximice them first you get rid of overpopulation in earth by getting rid of 80-95% of humans, next reenact slavery to feed scientists, mmm I might sound like making Hitler look like an innocent girl.